this may be the end.

so over the past night or so i have really been thinking.
my boyfriend and i have been together for almost three years now. in that time he's made and broken a couple of promise and well the third time was enough.

well at first i thought i was okay. i thought that i was strong enough and that what we had was strong enough to handle it and we could move on.

ive tried for weeks and weeks to get this one particular promise/problem out of my head but i cant. its just driving me insane.

ive told him and well we're taking a break. but for how long? anyones guess is as good as mine.

today would have to be a pretty terrible day.

no thanks to the rain and work ha.


ah my life is just a joy atm.

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