Broken Promises..

We all make promise right? Ever had them broken? More than once? Over and over again?

I don't know why but I have this problem, the more people make promises to me, the more they are broken. But when is it enough? When is it that you cannot forgive these people? How many broken promises does it take before you just give up?

With family I guess it's different right? They're family and you have to forgive them for their mistakes. But what happens when its not family? What happens when its the one person in the world that you really really trust...or did trust. What happens then?

I've had my fair share of broken promises and I'm only now realising that I can't forgive and forget anymore. The little tiny things that remind me about it are everywhere. Everywhere I go, everywhere I look. But the thing is. This person, they mean the world to me. Time and time again I have my promises broken by this person but yet I keep picking myself back up, brushing myself off and letting it happen all over again.

After 3 times though, I can't handle it anymore.

I don't want to say goodbye, really I don't. But I don't want my promises broken again. I've made a promise to myself though. One more time and it's the last.. forever. No excuses. No "It won't happen again". 'Cause you know why? Because it WILL happen again and again and again. I'm just not strong enough to take it that much.

But do you know what really gets to me? The fact that I mean so little to them that they can break those promises over and over. once its broken though, it's like I'm so important and then it starts all over again.

*sighs*

Heres to hoping it doesn't happen again.